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Jessie

2009-04-20 @ 15:09:02 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (2) Trackbacks ()

Jessie

2009-04-20 @ 15:07:48 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Livet

Känns som att tiden bara rinner iväg. Man hinner inte alls me nånting längre.
Snart e de redan sommar ( fast de e ju härligt) å då kommer 25års dagen upp?!!!
Gaaaahhh vill inte alls bli äldra nu, livet mitt har lixom tagit sig en egen kurs mot nånting
som ja inte vet va de är. Ja som alltid sa att ja skulle ha gubbe å barn (2barn) innan ja är 25.
Hmmm där fick ja allt tänka om för så blev de inte tyvärr.

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Skulle ju haft en bebis för måååånga herrans år sedan, men blev inte som ja ville då heller.
Saknaden av att ha någon nära sitt hjärta känns tungt som bara den.
Personen som ja älskar mest å som ja någonsin älskat , ja han finns tvärr inte vid min sida idag :(
Tragiskt å jobbigt, men vi e iaf vänner å de känns skönt. Jobbigt bara att man inte kan träffas å inte
kan berätta för folk att man träffat honom heller. Men men de kommer väll till den dag då ja kanske
får se dig igen å får vara i din närhet.

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Jaha så ska man jobba hela veckan nu då. Tungt som bara den men de får la gå.
Ska la inte klaga med tanke på att de finns många som inte har jobb i dagens läge.
Nästa helg blir de utgång me elin å kanske tom.. Trevlans detta höhö..
Var me tom igår en stund.. Satt nere hos svärmor å kolla tv å snacka lite.
De var välla okey..

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Nehe nu ska ja nog börja me maten tror jag.
Är jääävligt hungrig hehe.

Nästa vecka drar man t älmhult oxå för å träffa mamma å syskonen.
Lilla josse fyller ju år höhö.. 12 blir hon nu (tror jag :S )

Jaja de visar sig hehe..

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Saknar dej fruktansvärt mkt å vill bara va me dej i resten av mitt liv...

Massa pussar å kramar jessie

2009-04-20 @ 15:06:57 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

nomy

I've been bleeding for years and i'm dry
I cannot change anything, god i tried
The picture i had of us to
I gave it to her 'cus she reminds me of you

And she's asking me things all the time
Why you're not around and if you're doing fine
She has my picture of you
When i'm in the dark - then i know you there too

She's been crying at night
God, don't know what to do
She's been screaming your name
She's been bleeding for you

I'm standing all alone
I've got nothing to live for
She reminds me of you
And she reminds me of you
Find more lyrics at www.kovideo.net
And it breakes my heart in two

Once julie gave me a song
It was about you but now it's been gone
Once julie gave me a smile
Like yours, but it's been a while

She reminds me of you
And it breakes me in two
Oh, i'm standing all alone
I've got nothing to live for
Now that julie's gone
I've got nothing to live for
She reminds me of you

I thought i was alone
But she is to live for
I know that you are gone
But i cannot cry no more

nomy i miss you

I still see you and me and me
You've been gone now to long, to long
But I miss you
There's no one to save me now
I'm standing on the edge
and still I wonder how

God I miss you. God I miss you
I'm broken deep inside
Your face infront of me
My heart is open wide
God I miss you ( God I miss you x 3)

God I miss you ( God I miss you x3 )

God I miss you ( God I miss you )
I miss the time when you where here
Now I'm lost in darkest fear
and my end is getting near
God I miss you ( God I miss you )
I miss your soul I miss your eyes
You where strong and free from lies
God I miss your lovely eyes

I keep falling to you and me
The edge is gone now
No fear, no fear

ibland vill ja fan i mej bara gå å aldrig mer se tillbaka....

2009-04-19 @ 17:42:39 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Everytime we touch<3

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so...
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.

saknaden känns enorm å mitt liv gick i spillror...

2009-04-07 @ 18:22:48 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

I'd come for you <3

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

Haha lisse du har nog ganska så rätt faktiskt :)
kan nog vara att ja e de kanske, lr mja de e ja ju helt klart men har alltid vart de i den personen hehe och kommer säkerligen alltid att vara det med. Har lite svårt att släppa honom faktiskt :s lite jobbigt ibland men fy faaaan va ja love him you know ^^.. Suttit å lipat hela kvällen igår bara för ja miss him.. Känns helt sjukt asså..

Ja så kan de vara hehe, men som sagt han e bara för bäääst å får mej att må såååå jävla bra jämt.. Vill ha honom här å nu i mitt liv för alltid... Kom tillbaka t mej å lös allt de som fanns en gång i tiden. Ja vet att vi kan göra det, bara du å jag. Fixa allt som gick snett å börja om på nytt bara du å jag.. Jag älskar dej som faaan...

Nehe nu ska ja la göra nån nytta här hemma kanske xD fixa lite å sen in för å kolla ams sidan igen :P
who knows maeby baby ill come for you.... Want you back with me..

Puss en fundersam jessie

2009-04-05 @ 18:14:02 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (2) Trackbacks ()

Hemma :(

Ja så vart man hemma igen :( de suger anus asså.. Ville inte alls åka hem men men de får la gå haha :P
Ja va ska man säga om gården da?! Den vart la jääävla nice asså xD..
Inte haft så skönt på länge haha, å underbart att bara få komma bort lite hehe..
Ska la dra t morsan om några veckor igen tror ja de blir hehe lr iaf när man ha fått lönen, inte möe pengs kvar nu men shit the same ffs ja spenderade dom på bra saker så de spelar ju kvitta haha..

Ja så ska man kolla lite på ams snart oxå å checka läget ><

I want it soo fucking badley, wanna feel right and fine thats just what im doing when im with you..
I fucking love yaaa :P you rock my world hard..

I'm falling down on you, where are you from
What else can I do, you're so beautiful how can I go on
If I loose it all, would you go down on me
I don't even know, the things you want me to see
Waiting for you
Thinking of you
Give into me, I'll make you blue
I wanna know if you feel the same
You're mine, I'm ridin high like an aero plane
I wanna give you what you need,
But I don't dare to ask
I got no self-esteem,
I don't blame my past
Waiting for you
Thinking of you
Give into me, I'll make you blue
I wanna know if you feel the same
You're mine, I'm ridin high like an aero plane x4
Ridin high,
ridin high,
ridin high,
ridin high,
ridin high,
ridin high,
ridin high, yeah

My heart is pounding, the blood is streaming, my friends.
And I can't be whole again, I can't be whole again
I'm sorry
The poison's inside now
My soul's not aching, I'm scared
'cuz I will not love again, I will not love again
Kills me inside, kills me inside
Yeeaah
You have a credulous mind it's not a halo
showing in front of your eyes
Yeeaah
I have a devil inside, he can't say no
Put me to sleep and no more lies, it's over
The river runs red now, my friends
and it will turn red again, it will turn red again
Open your eyes, open your eyes
Yeeah

I dont know how you can make me feel this way,but you do. My heart spins round and round everytime i hear your voice. Im in love with you, just like before, cant stop thinking about you, cant stop dreaming about you.
The way you make feel when you touch me, i've never felt like that before..
You'r smile make me glad and your eyes make me drown in something i never wanna lose.

JAG ÄLSKAR DEJ SÅÅÅ..

Please say you feel the same way to, i want you in my life now and forever, wanna build up the things we didn't do last time. Wanna be with you til the day i die. Be loved by you is the greatest gift ever..

fy fan va ja älskar dej, vill leva resten av mitt liv me dej ,bara DEJ...

känns som att min hjärna börja bearbeta saker som ja aldrig trodde skulle komma fram.. de värsta e att ja inte bara kan släppa taget, kommer nog aldrig släppa de någonsin. men livet funkar helt sjukt.. fattar inte varför ja ska ha de så hära egentligen. Allt ja vill e att bara va me dej å aldrig släppa taget, aldrig sluta älska dej ,aldrig någonsin mera.

Stanna kvar hos mej, stanna kvar hos mej för alltid. vill aldrig mer se dej gå ifrån mej..

Pussar en fundersam jessicka

2009-04-04 @ 20:51:43 Permalink Allmänt Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()